Apollonia / Freak Me / Angry

I am not one to turn to anger. I usually resort to stuffing my face with food, or alcohol, or both in a desperate and chaotic panic to bring down those cortisol levels. It needs to change.

Anger is like petrol.

It will fire you up. I will punch myself inside. Destroy my lungs. Shred them to pieces. For not being brave enough to get angry. For being too naive, too nice, too content. I will. What’s more, it won’t hurt.

So fuck me. Fuck you. Fuck everyone.

“One gets as far as one wants to get.” – I’ve been listening to this all day. I think its marvelous.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fiLbyHvQMWg